being enough

Last night I had my family over for Easter dinner. I don't know why it is but everytime I cook for my family, there are always problems. Yesterday, the ham was still cold at dinner time! I even went with a precooked- all-you-have-to-do-is-heat-in-the-microwave-ham. And I still couldn't do that! Thank goodness, we could just heat in the microwave to finish warming. Also, about two hours before dinner, I discovered that I didn't have enough glasses! I guess that we have broken a few glasses since the last time we had dinner at my house. I had to run to Walmart (thank goodness they were open on Easter) and buy more at the last minute. I get stressed when I have people over for dinner, and I never feel like a good host. Hospitality is NOT my gift. I don't think my mom was very hospitable either. I am so jealous of people for whom hospitality comes naturally and they are great.